Outside Looking In

I love Monday nights so much!!!!

Well, aside from this is my new movie night thingie (Oh, I hate going to malls at Friday nights!!!!)  This is also my Timezone play-rocking time.  So in tribute to my new hobby, I think it’s but right to discuss something about what I have seen inside the dark side of the house…

Anyway, I just recently watched "In Good Company"
(Cutie cutie Topher Grace… but he’s too thin… kinda hated his body but still on a second thought … hehehe)
As I was saying, watching it made me think about what’s happening with my life.  I have always believed that Happiness is the key to everything.  (Oh God I’m starting to have this sleepless nights again and can’t help but think of stupid things about Life, life, and still bull shit Life!!!)
It is the ultimate "must-have" for me… being happy is enough to make my world complete… (Ooops, don’t get the impression that I am not happy!!! Hmmm… I’m already in the 1st stage of Death again denial hehehe… I’d later on discuss it… I promise!)

Happiness is contentment…
….it’s a life of having fun without worrying about anything (yeah, believe it I’m too carefree) 
…it’s a life free from the material world and all the clutters of the world

I have never believed that going up in the ladder of success will make me happy… It’s not the path that I’d like to choose for myself… 
I value family over career…  It’s not wrong to think of providing the best things in life for your family. But, compromising "quality time" with your family is too much for me…

Set your priorities and learn how to balance well…  Always remember that there’s always a time for everything… it doesn’t have to be all about work.

***warning the movie doesn’t exactly discussed it the way that I have perceived it to be… i have this tendency of not following a good story at times hehehe… okay i’m OUT!

No one could ever know me
No one could ever see me
Seems you’re the only one who knows what it’s like to be me
Someone to face the day with
Make it through all the rest with
Someone I’ll always laugh with
Even in my worst, I’m best with you

I really miss this show so much… Watching it over and over isn’t enough. It’s been a year since their last episode and still I can’t get over it… (hehehe) And whenever I try to watch it I always end up screaming on top of my lungs and laugh ’til I drop thing…

Seeing it for ten years was really one hell of fun.  Going home early on a wednesday night was my routine for a decade… I’d cancel or refuse a date or event just because it’s Friends night…

Well, one of my favorite episode is when Chandler proposed to Monica… The 6th season ender was a bomb!

I have a lot of other fave episodes but that was really funny touching thing.  Through out those ten years, I think I have manifested some of the characters’ personality.

Well to start with, I’m uniquely weird like Phoebe.  I’d fight for a friend like Joey, I’m competitive and attention freak like Monica… have a pathetic lovelife like Ross.  I am push over at times like Rachel and definitely I have a lot of funny antics like Chandler.

Ending Friends for me was totally like ending an era… 

Friends will always be my friends …

What is the easiest way to kill yourself?

Well, get a lot of load of what you are expected to do in the next coming days and you’ll find yourself wanting to do a harakiri…

Deadlines, reports, month ends and everything… it’s all non-sense… hahaha… getting paid to do the closing…

Well, just a quick question… If somebody closes the period for month or year, who starts it anyway? Is there a way for us to stop this thing from starting again, hehehe?

Anyway, why should I bother think of this, I don’t do this work anymore… Harharhar… Maybe, not for the next two months… Who can tell…

Well, for now I have to enjoy my time while I still have the luxury of it. Tick-tack-tick-tack…kaboom!

I am out!

X’s: If you won’t hear from me in the next coming months, there are 2 possible reasons for that…

1. It’s either I have changed my mind and totally lost control of myself and went to Mindanao for new work, or

2. I am in jail for killing someone…

Just recently went to Puerto Galera……….

It was really fun… The sun was perfect…

Wherelse can you find a nice resting place… (I am not talking about a place where you go beyond six feet under huh… you #$%^&) Well, somewhere far away from work, pollution and tons of fans… (hehehe)

Snorkeling was fun too… forget the fact that I was able to drink thousands of gallons of water at the middle of the sea… (hehehehe) Got a lot of panic attacks from time to time was one of the reasons… But, seeing lots of fish and beautiful corals made it the best…

Had a henna tattoo in my right arm —> a tribal sun with luna inside! & a tribal wristband… I tried to convince every artist to put it in my butt but nobody dared to do it for me… and worst, they even paid me to stop pursuing my proposal… (Saddest part… I have to say this is the least favorite!!!! hehehe)

Honestly, this is the first time that I really enjoyed a true blue vacation… I guess, I’d be doing more of this stuff… Next project — off to Boracay!