i really hated this but still i did it… i have deleted one of my blog entries… i have to save myself… yes, i’m afraid that !@#$% might read it and i don’t want to get myself into trouble…
well, to date i have lost 6 pounds…and i’m hoping to get it back within the next two weeks…tomorrow will be my rest day… : )
so if in case !@#$% reads this…FYI!
music & me…
well, i’ve been a big music listener… don’t be surprised if you’re gonna see me with this headphones 24/7… i’ve heard recently that we should let our ears rest at least for 4 hours a day… away from any noise, music or distractions… but men, i can’t help it!
anyway, so what’s currently playing …
today, it’s mymp… particularly "magical feeling" and "talaga naman" songs… (whenever i hear her voice it makes me remember someone… hehehe)
kelly clarkson’s debut & breakaway album is equally good… two thumbs up for "beautiful disaster" (please see blog entry for this) and "because of you"
maybe you’ll notice (or if not… fyi) i’m more kinda the person who likes sad songs with nice music accompaniment… lead guitars…
and the best for me… is duncan sheik’s daylight album… with this album which i bought 2 years ago… i’ve listened to it for almost two months straight everyday… it was the time when a good friend and i watched his concert…i have two cassete tapes of this album (the first release and a special daylight philippine tour pack) and a cd, too…
can’t wait to buy his new studio album which will be out pretty soon… white limousine something something…
music is a comfort zone… it serves as a replacement to any direct human interaction… it’s something i can’t live without in a day… it’s like air that i breathe… its the sound that gives emotions to my soul…
Well, I’ve just lost 4 lbs. from the last 2 weeks of stress driven environment in my work… with all the 12+++ hours of works, with all the less than 4 hours of sleep, with the 7 days of work… (for those who wants to lose some lbs… try doing this, ooops, additional… skip your breakfast, too!)
Anyway, I’ve received advice from my friends that I shouldn’t worry about my work too much… They made me realise that i have the power to overthrow this anger that I am feeling…
I took the day off to think it over and probably, start a new perspective tomorrow. I hope this will work out. Anyway, I’ll be passing this work to another person by next week. Hopefully, my inter-actions with my **** will be limited and reduced to month end reports and the occassional "other jobs that may be assigned from time to time"
So, with this I am officially closing this challenge in my life… And taking an advice from a good friend (Pipi, ehem ehem)… that I should be watching my blog entries… thanks to you! miss you! (I guess putting **** instead of the actual word is safer, watcha think? hehehe)
