Archive for October, 2005

the one with the horoscope of the day

Sunday, October 30th, 2005

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The Bottom Line

No relationship is trouble-free. You’ll rise to every challenge. Communicate.

In Detail

If anyone out there is familiar with the concept of melodrama, it’s you — because when your emotional cup is full, it really runs over. That may well be the case now, even if you haven’t done one single little thing to cause it to happen. Since you may be the only person handy who’ll be able to handle the situation, lend your expertise: Let everyone in the vicinity know that it’s impossible to be discreet and completely in control, emotionally, at all times.

well, it’s a long week-end everybody’s busy going to the cemetery, praying for the dead and everything.. and i’m enjoying my rest though i’ve got to work a little at home since it’s month end.

my horoscope is really funny.. this is so me.. from time to time i’ve got this load of emotional instability.. if you read my other blog entries, you’ll notice that it is one major issue that i have..

this is the very reason why i want to focus on acting bwahahaha.. just kidding! i’m just trying to use my idle time here.. hope i can always have this luxury..

god, i’m missing someone! glad that we talked this morning.. this is what i hate with holidays, i don’t get to go to the office.. it’s not about the work.. it’s about something else.. or someone(?) hehehe

the One with the Goods News 2

Saturday, October 22nd, 2005

santa might have heard that i’ve been good.. he gave me good things this week..

first, i’ll be transferring soon..yeah, i’m really excited.. though this will be a bold move for me but i guess it’s all worth taking the risk.. the details will be thoroughly discussed once final.. i’m expecting that this will be realised before end of this november.. too fast? well, that’s what we call good news part 2..

second, digitel just offered a dsl service and VOILA! we’re on a trial run.. no more dial-ups.. i can finally download unlimitedly(!?) for as long as i want..

third, i’ve gained 5 lbs in two weeks.. who would believe that?

finally, someone made me happy yesterday.. around 4pm to 5pm.. that was the happiest merienda time i’ve ever had! : ) let’s talk about how he rocked my world! email me for the details.. just kidding!

the one with the weird entry

Friday, October 14th, 2005

The 5 Stages of Death:
1.  Anger
2.  Denial
3.  Bargaining
4.  Depression
5.  Acceptance

would you believe that i am already at the fifth stage of the cycle?  so am I really ready for this?  well, maybe i’ve just finished reading a month ago mitch’s five people you meet in heaven and i have a pretty idea who’s in my list and excited with it..  i’m in the process of reading a new book and it gives me more reason to believe that not all people will pass through all the stages especially for those who are happy and contented with what they have..

you see, the anger and denial stage will always be there.. it happens in every situation.. but the desperation of bargaining and the ultimate loser - depression, i guess, you have to skip it (not really fun!) and move to the fun part which is acceptance..

i’m in my weird mood again.. i have this in my mind since i’ve bought and watched "Life or Something Like It" for 808 times..  so before i finally succumb to death.. these are the list that i want to do..

1. taekwondo/tennis/scuba diving/wall climbing/amazing race adventure

2. dance class/acting class

3. finish a whole and valid(real) programming module and

4. have ***

i guess i have to stop at #4 for now.. hehe.. well, i’m thinking if i can just kill someone then, i’d include it and it’ll be on top of my list.. hahaha !@#$%

the One with the Goods News

Thursday, October 13th, 2005

finally i’m over with the budget analyst position..

i’m really happy with the whole thing.. i don’t think i’ll ever miss something with the work hehe.. the latest estimates, the MOR, opcom materials.. good bye!

now, i can go home at 6pm on regular days.. a lighter load finally!  i’m targeting a weight increase of 10 lbs before the end of this year.. and this transfer of responsibility will be my first move to attain the objective..

sorry but i can’t help but be happy with the whole thing!!!

the one with the how to complicate things 101

Sunday, October 9th, 2005

don’t know what’s happening with me lately..

it’s like i wanna commit harakiri nowadays.. just when i’ve thought it’s over.. it has just begun.. yeah, too sad.. it’s really getting into me.. it’s not my nature to give up but it’s like i’m about to falter.. i have no motivation.. i have no lovelife.. my health is slowly deteriorating..(yeah, have an appointment with my cardio again) stressed out too much..

is it really worth the effort?  i don’t think so..  god, i need help before i do something stupid.. the situation has worsen.. i’m losing the attitude.. it’s the end of the responsible good guy me.. i had enough of it.. no more mister nice guy.. can’t they just kill me or something !@#$%

i’m waiting for a beautiful disaster.. not just a disaster!