Outside Looking In

i’ve been spending my birthday for the past 8 years with my good friends in college.  the 14K as we call ourselves collectively… 

though, the group is getting li’l each year still, celebrating it with them is the most perfect way to end a beautiful day. (well actually, since they’re the ones left who love me (oops do they?) i think i have no choice but to spend it with them haha! just kidding!)

but this year, i had another plan… two weeks before, i asked myself what do i want for this year?  well, hmmm… then, i told myself that i’d do everything this year to make it more meaningful.  anyway, i’ve been good and i deserve a perfect day since it’s my doomsday…

i’ve gathered enough courage and asked this certain person if he can see me the night before… to have dinner and talk… (the plan is to wait ’til the midnight comes and hopefully to start the day perfectly with a kiss hehe! just kidding!)

in short, he agreed and we set the date march 7th… to add some struggle with my story… exactly three days before the night.  i’ve learned that the management set a business review and the presentation materials should be at my boss’ table before march 8 morning.  that means i have to stay that night to finish all of their requirements…

since, this is the only thing that i want and i usually get what i want… i told my boss that i can’t stay that night because it’s so special to me and i can’t miss it for the world… luckily, she agreed…

=======march 7th=======

1 hour to go and i started feeling excited… again, excitement is not really my friend… it’s weird, i’m feeling too uneasy that day… i had an upset stomach… i had heart palpitations… yeah, i was worried that he might not come… the only thing who can make me happy…

7:15 pm i called him up… and everything was history… we ate dinner, had a talk… it’s the first after three months… i’ve never felt that happy for the past few months… january and february was really mean to me!!! remember?

he’s the sweetest thing, i know that we are just friends…

====45 mintues before march 8th====

we dropped by a mcdonalds store to have a dessert… and we waited for the midnight… i thanked god for giving me that chance… for giving me the greatest gift so far… for pampering me that day… & for granting my ultimate wish…

again, i can’t believe it i’ve started the day in the most perfect way… thank you so much…