the one with the eternal sunshined
Expect the unexpected.
I have entertained the probability. I was confident that it wouldn’t happen. I guess, I trusted so much. I have made myself believe that one’s happiness can be set aside.
Not until it was tested. I can’t believe myself. I felt the world stopped for a moment. I wasn’t able to embrace it. I tried to calm myself but I am tired. Wasn’t even sure, what I was thinking the whole time?
Have I ridiculed myself? Have I no self-respect?
Now, I found myself downhearted. Trapped by my own misery. Trying to find my way out. Praying to God to shed some light on me.
I thought I am stronger than this. But I was wrong. I have overestimated myself.
How can I go on now? I am really helpless. I never anticipated that this would be this hard.
How can I trust someone after this? Please tell me where to start.
